Miss Ataxia: On Johnny Rumble

I wish that I could talk to him about the past. I'm' sorry that I hurt him. I really am. I truly wish Johnny Rumble the best of luck in relationships. I'm glad I had him for as long as I did. I'm sorry that I hurt him like I did. But I wish he would realize that I couldn't be there for him. That I couldn't give my all to the relationship. He deserves someone that can. I'm sorry. I still care for you, I always will. But you need someone who can better handle you. I know what I want out of life and you had yet to really even ponder it. I wanted to get together and spend the rest of our lives together but you wanted to wait. I want you to meet a kick-ass punk rock girl who can show you the world and not be afraid to go bridge jumping with you, who can make up her mind about everything, who doesn't share the same opinions and fights with you about them, a girl who's willing to rough house with you in the middle of the living room. I'm not that girl. I never was. Thats what you deserve. Go find it.